Walrus the Human - High Anxiety [Talib Kweli - Just To Get By Remix]
From "The Baron Davis Mixtape"
lyrics
[LYRICS]:
Pressure stressing me heavily steadily. My biggest definitely by far
And it seems content to see me break apart mentally. No remedy for it
No medicine relevant to set me free except the weed the're selling him
People telling him about the benefits of quitting it. Neglecting it
Temptation he's been facing since days when Dave's friends went to his basement
With something they spent paychecks on instead of paying rent
Uppers and downers. Take a couple without us giving a fuck or be doubting
Livin it up in the clouds and never think nothing about it
Drinking enough to get drousey while we would puff on the loud leaf
Being the scum of the county. Spilling the rum all around us.
Slowly become alcaholics. Yea really anything to numb and unbound us
Yea it was something to calm us. Was such a rush and without it
I would undoubtedly different than I becoming, I promise
I'm about to lose my shit. You don't know how confused I get
Like the flu I'm sick
They're saying that I'm crazy and the shoe might fit
Seems like everyday I stay lowkey stressing out
Freaking out about the same old things
All my friends thinking they know me but what they don't see's
What I'm going through so they put the blame on me
Blame on me, blame on me, put the blame on me
Put the blame on me, yea shame on me
For being distant with them when my brain's OT
I might be losing my mind
I might be losing my mind
My anxiety quietly killing me silently. I can feel it inside of me
It's been building up high im me. It's a villain dividing me
Been filling my mind an dreams with hideous vile things. I don't fit in society
A basketcase until I pass away, that's all I have to say
I won't exaggerate. I don't want to elaborate
But all that's keeping me together and centered, for better or worse
Is when I'm quenching my thirst for marajuana I gotta because it's heAaven on Earth
Can't measure it's worth. The zen it dispurses is incredible burned or if it's edibles perfect
The medical herb is just so special and pure. I never said it's a cure
But it helps with all this motherfucking pressure at work
With all the stress in my nerves, when the depression returns
To fuck with me, deplete all of my mental reserves
That motherfucker wants to see me dead in the dirt, injested by worms
But nothing really ever has served to work better to beat, to help defeat it than that THC
Yea I'm talking green, great weed. Never D grade weak
Yea for some of us it's just something that we may need
I might be losing my mind
Seems like everyday I stay lowkey stressing out
Freaking out about the same old things
All my friends thinking they know me but what they don't see's
What I'm going through so they put the blame on me
Blame on me, blame on me, put the blame on me
Put the blame on me, yea shame on me
For being distant with them when my brain's OT
Seems like everyday I stay lowkey stressing out
Freaking out about the same old things
All my friends thinking they know me but what they don't see's
What I'm going through so they put the blame on me
Blame on me, blame on me, put the blame on me
Put the blame on me, yea shame on me
For being distant with them when my brain's OT
I might be losing my mind
Produced on the MPC1000, “Nosthaigia” documents time spent in Thailand via regional music. Available here in an exclusive color vinyl. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 24, 2024